my love
you asked me to wait
and I shall.
for love is not a word to me.
it is a place where things touch
more than the consecration of flesh
more than the hydraulic mesh
of hips and lips in eclipse.
it is a place where words signify truth
and cold iron and sharp rocks
and fantasies and memories
are not to be underestimated.
you will understand one day
more than you do now
about so many things.
I will not pick you out
from between my teeth in pink scraps
with my lesbian-short fingernails.
I will not write platitudes
while all the while my soul
lays in a black marble tub, wrists slit.
I will celebrate the apple harvest
if not this year, then next or next,
I am, you have said, patient and kind.
I will pace myself on this road
to yet another Damascus, knowing Rome
awaits all true evangelists. Even me.
I will lay in the chair and await you,
promises kept in eventuality
are not lies and need no regrets.
you asked me to wait
and I shall.
my love.
William F. Devault. all rights reserved.
more than you do now
about so many things.
so lovely